Stupid Saturn Rising
My horoscope today said that "my insecurity has taken on a life of its own". That's comforting. Now I remember why I quit reading horoscopes. Although, I thought I was just making the title up with this reference to Saturn rising, but as it turns out, my astrological chart really does say that Saturn is my ascendant planet right now. I'm super fucking in tune with my planets, so just keep that in mind. It's my secret weapon.
In other news, have you ever had that problem where you have absolutely so much going on and so much to do, that you find yourself unable to start and complete one simple task? Take for instance, a blog post. I must have started writing on four separate posts in the last week, yet you can easily see nothing new posted in that time frame. I'm guilting on the fact that I haven't posted in so long. Generally, I wouldn't care so much - at least not enough to feel guilty about it - but the wicked knowledge that there are a few hardy souls out there that read this coupled with my guilt susceptibility (thanks Catholicism!) makes for an easy guilt trip delivered by my own head.
This silly blog has become my main creative outlet, which, judgment on the sad nature of that statement aside, I never anticipated it would evolve as such. Sometimes it's freeing. Sometimes it's anxiety-inducing. But it's always interesting (to me anyway) to see what will end up on the page. I don't write posts out on paper or in Word before posting, I just kind of let it happen. For better or worse, once I hit the publish button, it's out there.
So, here it is. And until the next brain dump comes along to grace this ugly-ass page, check out the blogs on the sidebar over there. I added one that I truly love to read: Mimi Smartypants. I suggest you all go check her out as she's probably one of the funniest writers I've come across on this here Internet thingy.
In other news, have you ever had that problem where you have absolutely so much going on and so much to do, that you find yourself unable to start and complete one simple task? Take for instance, a blog post. I must have started writing on four separate posts in the last week, yet you can easily see nothing new posted in that time frame. I'm guilting on the fact that I haven't posted in so long. Generally, I wouldn't care so much - at least not enough to feel guilty about it - but the wicked knowledge that there are a few hardy souls out there that read this coupled with my guilt susceptibility (thanks Catholicism!) makes for an easy guilt trip delivered by my own head.
This silly blog has become my main creative outlet, which, judgment on the sad nature of that statement aside, I never anticipated it would evolve as such. Sometimes it's freeing. Sometimes it's anxiety-inducing. But it's always interesting (to me anyway) to see what will end up on the page. I don't write posts out on paper or in Word before posting, I just kind of let it happen. For better or worse, once I hit the publish button, it's out there.
So, here it is. And until the next brain dump comes along to grace this ugly-ass page, check out the blogs on the sidebar over there. I added one that I truly love to read: Mimi Smartypants. I suggest you all go check her out as she's probably one of the funniest writers I've come across on this here Internet thingy.
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"Saturn rising gives an ambitious and clear-minded individual, with a strong sense of responsibility. You are persistent, careful and calculating, and have a deep urge for mastery and achievement. You are dutiful and may appear grim in your outlook, for you are cautious and rarely take chances. You may have difficulties, limitations or delays in the achievement of your goals, but you usually achieve success in the end. There may have been problems in your early life with finding your own identity, independent of parental figures, and you may in your adult life operate out of a subconscious fear that if you don't conquer the world first, then it will conquer you instead. When you are at your best, you can transform your struggle from a personal drive for power in the world into a model for others wherein society itself is enlightened."
Tarjaay this weekend- I'm all over it.
p.s. it is funny how silly blogs become such a creative outlet. that and flickr for moi.
1st house, which is receiving the tension by sun opposition moon, which uranus squares.) http://youtube.com/watch?v=1tHrUUVWDJ4
1st house, which is receiving the tension by sun opposition moon, which uranus squares.) http://youtube.com/watch?v=1tHrUUVWDJ4